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No More Classical

11/3/13 by Elitistinen
Updated 11/6/13

Many people who left me because I no longer compose music for classical genre. There were quite a small group of fans who liked stuff like Seikkailu Unelma, Viattomuus and even Sopo Merirosvo Kapteeni, maybe Gentle. Some of them wondered where are the (quite) complex orchestra pieces with classical theme?

I don't know either.

The last piece like this style I wrote was for 'Music for Charity', a massive attempt on contemporary symphony. Then of course I co-composed Frozen River and composed Lost. Those two were more of the melodic cinematic style.

Those are it. I have no more good stuff come out. Now my stuff is more of hybrid electro with simple orchestra.

Why? I have no time, no skill and no willpower. Writer's blocks come and go often. I don't have what it takes to do the 'epic' work. Time, I work 2 jobs, day as a system admin and night as a instructor at a school. I don't have the skill to write fully emotional work. Finally I will never have the willpower to squeeze a single drop of creativity out of my hollow skull.

Fuck me, for all shit. I'm useless as fuck.

EDIT: Wow, my music really got people's attention... No way!
Frozen River , lulz thanx 4 the collab dem0lecule...

.... Privacitizen! Yeehaa!

Life of the Cypherpunk

Conspiracy

Damage Control

Not bad for a year on NG :D

No More Classical


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CyberdevilCyberdevil

11/7/13

That's not bad at all! Gets really powerful towards the end (I mean just after the middle, best part)! Rhythm is a bit hard to follow without a more traditional BMP, or beat, if you're trying to write a lyric for it. It did inspire a verse though, if you're interested in listening: http://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/61285d0db117729aafa507efd6ad8769

Didn't really sync with the pace though so it's without music.


CyberdevilCyberdevil

11/5/13

Classical hiphop? I've always vented through music btw, sound like you need to vent! :P

11/5/13 Elitistinen responds:

I tried it here http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/530396 quite bad. :(


JensJensenJensJensen

11/5/13

fight me fucker

11/5/13 Elitistinen responds:

Nah I don't have to fight you, just pull my Sako rifle out and put two in your head. Ya like?


KrichotomyKrichotomy

11/4/13

Yeah, after work and other responsibilities, I feel drained of all my creativity and willpower. On the rare occasion that I have a good idea, I sometimes obsess over it, pushing important stuff out of the way to allow time to make something musical. I never get to finish it, but at least I do get to enjoy composing something. I always compose whatever I feel like, and I don't try to stay around any genre. You're already working two jobs. I say don't make a third job of music, but allow it to be something you enjoy whenever you can enjoy it, and maybe sometimes force yourself to compose something just for practice. Perhaps you can express yourself better through your music that way? I'm just thinking out loud here. :)

11/5/13 Elitistinen responds:

I wish one day and can sit down make write awesome music with awesome clients... just another wet dream... that golden day is long gone. I used to write music for community theaters when I was back in the early 20. Now I can't do jack shit with music.

Thanks for your thoughts a lot :)


DeshielDeshiel

11/4/13

Nah, you WERE doing fine with EDM until you almost killed yourself over wannabe-me *cough*. Stay true to your own style.

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Wut mate? I didn't even know what kind of music you were doing when I made this. :D
http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/548953

11/5/13 Elitistinen responds:

You know that was a horrible joke right?


DecimatingDecimating

11/4/13

You're right actually. I recently went back to Bungie. NG's General is horrible and makes Bungie look like the holy grail!

11/5/13 Elitistinen responds:

General always stay the same.


ChazDudeChazDude

11/4/13

Btw, make that 62 fans. :)

11/5/13 Elitistinen responds:

Thanks a lot :)


ChazDudeChazDude

11/4/13

Thanks, and yeah, i think i deserve more fans...

11/5/13 Elitistinen responds:

You are welcome :)


relax (:

11/4/13 Elitistinen responds:

*meditating* *fly* *die*


ChazDudeChazDude

11/4/13

Yeah...61 fans.
I only have 25...

11/4/13 Elitistinen responds:

You should get more, your comics are great.


DecimatingDecimating

11/3/13

61 fans is enough, compared to me I only have 14 lol.

I'm not the best at drawing, I actually suck. The painting? It was a conversion, as in I painted over the original picture to get that result, it is a real image btw since that was the assignment.

As for your second response to me, the General forum is a lot like Bungie's off-topic section formally known as The Flood, now it's just called Off-topic. I wouldn't be surprised if the two were even related.

Actually, Bungie has even shitter people than here. We've got like what, 1 Slint here? Bungie has like an army of Slints. It's that bad.

11/4/13 Elitistinen responds:

Slint isn't alone. There are BasedBubbus, TheSporkyLord, Skehem and some more who patrol the General like vultures. Then there are Insanctuary, who rarely picks on people, but once he does, he makes sure you hurt hard...

NG General is kinda special. We got all kinds of shittiest topics made by shittiest people. Then the mods, who wage the wars on those they hate (me for example), and do protection work on those they love. Then we have the 'philosophy' brand of insanity of General. People posted thoughtful shits about life and religion, only to be turned in some kind of turf wars, always.

With all these I actually became part of it and take on the bully and harassment on people. Like ChazDude, did the same thing as you did, only got harassed by Slint and me. Oh well, we both got 2 days ban, but now you can see the real effects of General's bullshit that affect people.

No matter where you've been, there are always bad people. But unlike other place, assholes here stalk you like hawk when they don't like you.


kkotskkots

11/3/13

Ego and self-confidence.
And you want to have lots of fans.
You want to be popular.
Forget all that. Free your mind from chains of this sinful, lowly world.

11/3/13 Elitistinen responds:

If I really WANTED to have a lot of fans, then I've already done since the first day on NG. I've been in music for like what, over a decade and I still don't know how to get fans? Oh yeah.


DeshielDeshiel

11/3/13

lol look at me...

11/3/13 Elitistinen responds:

Nah, you WERE doing fine with EDM until you almost killed yourself over wannabe-me *cough*. Stay true to your own style.


DecimatingDecimating

11/3/13

I even had to change my shit to something else just because people keep calling me a poser, a fake, after I explained to them countless times that I'm not part of Anonymous. People are fucking brain dead here.

11/3/13 Elitistinen responds:

General has breed the rarest kind of asshole on the whole NG. Those who enjoy harassing people out of pure cynics. Rare breed of sadists.


DecimatingDecimating

11/3/13

If anyone is the real useless fuck, it's me. Look at my shit. All I have is one movie and 2 garage-band songs that sucks ass.

Not to mention my rep is shit here so I don't post often anymore. Wanna know what I think? Fuck other people. If they decide to unfan you because they only want one thing from you and nothing new, it's their loss, not yours.

11/3/13 (Updated 11/3/13) Elitistinen responds:

You're different. You're good at drawing. I can't. And you're much cooler dude than I am. I'm like what, trolling and harassing people for no reason. Composed a few songs and call them 'good'. I'm suck at spending my little spare time in a day, beside smoking weeds with an old bong and drinking vodka.

But what values most to me is I have friends like you, those who cares about me when I have problems. The friends who treat me the same even I have revealed my darker side. There were these people in the past who pretended to give a fuck, then turned 180 degrees when I made some jokes about them. Well, they should have known better when they first met me. I crack jokes anywhere at any moment.

This post has the angry tone, because of those 'fans', who were also those I once thought as friends, turned around against me. I become self deprecating because I do not really want to blame on other.

EDIT: The 4 songs I listed above, half of them were made for these 'old friends'.

Thank you for spending your times here. It makes me feel better and warmer than any vodka I had ever drank.